MONDAY 6 DECEMBER 2021 20:30
Volksroom
Performance by Philemon Mukarno
Bergensesteenweg 33B, 1070 Anderlecht, België

The Spiritual Suffocation of Suppressed Faith

Imagine being enclosed inside a tightly sealed plastic bag, where the very act of breathing becomes difficult and suffocating. This is the spiritual distress experienced by some Believers due to the suppression of their faith. Within the plastic bag, you find yourself confined to the rigid beliefs and doctrines of the community. At first, you may have felt a sense of security and belonging, just as the plastic bag initially provides some containment. But as time goes on, you begin to feel the constraints and limitations of the bag pressing against you, restricting your spiritual growth and exploration.

The Struggle to Breathe in a Rigid Belief System

Inside the plastic bag, doubts and questions about faith start to arise, just like the struggle to breathe fresh air. You try to find answers and understanding, but the rigid nature of the beliefs stifles your attempts to explore beyond the confines of the teachings. With each passing moment, the lack of fresh air within the plastic bag becomes increasingly suffocating, mirroring the restriction of ideas and beliefs that are not accepted within the Believers community. The suppression of your individual thoughts and unique perspectives makes it difficult to find nourishment for your spiritual well-being.

The Fear of Rejection and Isolation

As you try to gasp for air, the plastic bag tightens around you, just as the fear of being shunned and isolated tightens its grip on your heart. You see others who have questioned or left the faith facing rejection and social consequences. This fear of losing friends, family, and your social support system keeps you trapped within the confines of the plastic bag. The inability to fully express yourself and be true to your own beliefs creates an internal struggle, just like struggling to breathe in an enclosed space. You feel guilt and shame creeping in as you try to conform to the expectations of the faith, but the pressure to perform and meet the rigid standards feels like a heavy weight on your shoulders.

The Turmoil of Suppressed Emotions

The emotions inside the plastic bag swirl like a turbulent storm, but there is no way for them to escape. The pent-up emotions, anxiety, and distress intensify, causing you to feel increasingly isolated and disconnected from your authentic self. However, even within the suffocating confines of the plastic bag, there remains a glimmer of hope. You yearn for spiritual liberation, just as you yearn for a breath of fresh air. This yearning pushes you to seek a way out of the suffocating environment, to find a path that allows you to embrace your authentic beliefs and explore your spirituality freely.

Breaking Free and Embracing Spiritual Liberation

As you summon the strength to break free from the plastic bag, a rush of fresh air fills your lungs, just as a renewed sense of freedom fills your spirit. Stepping outside the suffocating constraints of the plastic bag, you begin to breathe freely and embrace your journey of spiritual exploration and growth. The process of freeing yourself from the suppression of faith may be challenging and transformative, but it allows you to embrace your authentic self and discover a deeper connection to spirituality beyond the confines of rigid beliefs. It is a journey of liberation, where you can breathe freely, nourishing your soul and embracing your true spiritual path.

Philemon Mukarno bleeding and naked inside the plastic bag suffocating

A broken development!

The performance depicts a person whose youth is cut off by dogmas. A broken development!
This mold can last a lifetime without spoiling. In fact, the dogmas stick to skin and hair. Each fiber reacts according to the pre-programmed pattern. In this performance, the protagonist has wrested and uprooted himself from guilt and expectations according to which pattern the indoctrination was established. This new path with its own life ingredients is not instant, but fresh, so can easily spoil and evaporate: A clear view can evaporate. Fresh ingredients can spoil. The main character counteracts this by allowing himself to be completely vacuumed during this performance.

spoil!

The newly acquired look, therefore, remains fresh and cannot spoil! However, this is not without a struggle. As a result, breathing becomes heavier and heavier. Almost breathless! It takes courage and stamina to keep going! The air in the plastic bag in which it is located becomes more and more closed off. The texts that were stuck in the head are squeezed out. They are written down by the main character on the plastic walls from the vacuum bag. The red letters trickle away due to the increased heat. Like spilled blood and forbidden tears from her. The texts with the dogmas are liberated from memory and melt. They can no longer be seen! The liberation has begun. But the breath is almost taken. Also for the spectators. Leaving the bag is difficult. A new beginning is possible. There is also the opening of the pores. Through which newly desired ideas from outside are also welcome and can offer reinforcement.

Jworg: Philemon Mukarno’s Naked Spiritual Reckoning with Religious Indoctrination and Dogmatic Suppression

Understanding Jworg as Sacred Performance on Spiritual Suffocation

Philemon Mukarno’s “Jworg” represents a transformative performance artwork addressing profound spiritual distress caused by religious oppression. Performed December 6, 2021, at Volksroom in Anderlecht, Belgium, this 30-minute piece explores the psychological and spiritual suffocation of indoctrination. The performance title references Jehovah’s Witnesses’ official website, signaling Mukarno’s direct engagement with this high-control religious organization. Through naked embodiment and extended physical endurance, the artist communicates spiritual anguish impossible to express through conventional language or artistic media.

Mukarno performs naked inside a sealed plastic bag, literally suffocating while encased. The plastic represents rigid dogmas and religious constraints binding consciousness and spiritual growth. The sealed environment symbolizes the hermetic closure of authoritarian religious systems preventing outside ideas and individual questioning. The artist’s naked body inside the bag becomes direct metaphor for spiritual imprisonment within oppressive belief systems. The performance demands audience witness to the visceral reality of spiritual suffocation.

The Plastic Bag as Spiritual Prison and Metaphor for Religious Control

The Hermetic Seal of Dogmatic Belief Systems

The plastic bag in “Jworg” functions as metaphor for how religious indoctrination creates sealed environments for consciousness. High-control religious organizations deliberately isolate members from external information and alternative perspectives. They create information barriers preventing contact with critical perspectives about the organization. Members learn to distrust outside voices and sources contradicting official teachings. This information control operates similarly to the plastic bag’s hermetic seal preventing fresh air circulation.

Inside the sealed environment, only approved thoughts and approved information circulate repeatedly. Members absorb doctrinal teachings through repetitive study, discussion, and recitation. They internalize religious frameworks as absolute truth beyond question or examination. Critical thinking becomes reframed as spiritual danger rather than intellectual virtue. Doubt transforms into sin equivalent to actual wrongdoing. The sealed environment perpetuates itself through conditioned responses to questioning and dissent.

Mukarno’s plastic bag demonstrates how religious control mechanisms operate spatially and temporally. The bag physically confines the body, mirroring psychological confinement of consciousness within rigid beliefs. The sealed plastic prevents air circulation, symbolizing how dogmatic systems prevent new ideas and outside perspectives. The transparent plastic permits viewing from outside, suggesting the performative nature of religious compliance. Members know others observe their adherence to religious standards, intensifying conformity pressure.

The hermetic seal also represents how religious organizations create dependency among members. Outside the sealed environment, members perceive danger, chaos, and spiritual contamination. They learn to fear the world beyond the organization’s boundaries. This fear-based conditioning keeps members inside the sealed environment willingly, believing they require organizational protection. The seal becomes self-enforcing as members internalize fear of the outside world.

Spiritual Suffocation: The Gasping for Authentic Truth

Inside Mukarno’s sealed plastic bag, breathing becomes increasingly difficult as the performance progresses. The artist’s breath grows more labored and strained. Gasping sounds fill the performance space, making the audience acutely aware of the physical reality of suffocation. The breath sounds communicate what words cannot adequately express—the desperate struggle to survive within oppressive constraints. Audience members feel their own breathing become difficult through empathetic resonance with the performer’s struggle.

The struggle to breathe metaphorically represents spiritual suffocation within rigid belief systems. Members inside high-control religious organizations experience spiritual suffocation when their authentic selves conflict with organizational requirements. They yearn to express doubts, explore alternative perspectives, and develop independent spiritual paths. Yet organizational pressure forces suppression of these authentic impulses. The struggle to maintain false compliance while genuine spiritual longings remain suppressed creates spiritual asphyxiation.

The gasping in Mukarno’s performance communicates the desperation of seeking fresh air within sealed environments. Members describe their experience as feeling suffocated by rigid dogmas and oppressive expectations. They report psychological distress from suppressing authentic thoughts and feelings required by the organization. They experience spiritual anguish from abandoning genuine spiritual inquiry in favor of prescribed doctrinal acceptance. Mukarno’s gasping sounds give voice to this normally silenced spiritual anguish.

Breathing represents fundamental life process requiring continuous engagement with fresh external environment. Just as physical bodies require fresh air to function, spiritual beings require openness to new ideas and perspectives to develop authentically. High-control organizations restrict both physical freedom and spiritual openness. Members become trapped in recycled internal environments rather than engaging with fresh external reality. Mukarno’s suffocating breaths communicate the life-threatening nature of such spiritual imprisonment.

The Breakdown of Development Through Dogmatic Constraint

Mukarno describes his performance as depicting “a person whose youth is cut off by dogmas—a broken development.” High-control religious organizations interrupt normal developmental processes by imposing rigid expectations and restricting individual autonomy. Young people inside such organizations cannot explore interests freely, develop authentic identities, or make independent life choices. Organization members make decisions replacing individual preferences and parental guidance.

Normal adolescent and young adult development requires exploring possibilities, testing boundaries, and gradually developing autonomous identity. High-control organizations prevent such exploration by maintaining strict behavioral and ideological controls. Members learn to subordinate personal preferences to organizational requirements. Career choices, relationship decisions, educational paths, and spiritual practices all become subject to organizational approval. This interruption of normal development creates lasting psychological consequences.

Mukarno’s performance dramatizes how dogmatic constraint arrests development at particular moments. The sealed plastic bag represents the moment when external constraints overcome internal development momentum. The gasping and struggle represent the ongoing internal conflict between developing authentic self and organizational pressure for conformity. The artist’s naked body inside the bag symbolizes vulnerability of developing humans trapped within oppressive systems lacking capacity for resistance.

The broken development has lifetime consequences for those emerging from high-control organizations. Former members often experience profound disorientation regarding identity, values, and life direction. They must reconstruct identity from fragmented pieces, grieve years lost to organizational service, and develop autonomy for first time as adults. They struggle with lasting psychological damage including anxiety, depression, and difficulty trusting others. Mukarno’s performance validates the serious harm resulting from developmental interruption through religious control.

Dogmas as Physical Substance Adhering to Body and Mind

The Sticky Persistence of Internalized Religious Programming

Mukarno describes how “the dogmas stick to skin and hair” and “each fiber reacts according to the pre-programmed pattern.” Religious indoctrination creates neural pathways and behavioral patterns that persist long after conscious belief systems change. Dogmatic teachings become encoded at deepest levels of consciousness, operating beneath awareness. Former members frequently experience automatic reactions conditioned during years of indoctrination. They catch themselves responding to situations according to organizational programming despite conscious rejection of those beliefs.

The stickiness of dogmas represents internalized oppression at the deepest neurological and psychological levels. Indoctrinated individuals absorb oppressive beliefs so thoroughly they become indistinguishable from authentic self. They develop shame about thoughts, desires, and perspectives contradicting organizational teachings. They experience guilt about feelings deemed spiritually dangerous by the organization. This internalized oppression operates invisibly, making it extremely difficult for individuals to identify and challenge oppressive programming.

Mukarno’s description of dogmas sticking to skin and hair emphasizes embodied nature of religious indoctrination. Religious programming doesn’t affect only conscious beliefs but infiltrates emotional regulation, physical responses, and automatic reactions. Bodies carry religious conditioning through muscle memory, nervous system patterns, and emotional responses. Former members describe physical reactions—trembling, nausea, panic—triggered by stimuli associated with religious trauma. These embodied responses persist despite intellectual rejection of religious beliefs.

The pre-programmed patterns operate automatically without conscious decision-making. Members conditioned through years of religious indoctrination respond to situations according to learned patterns. They automatically suppress thoughts deemed spiritually dangerous without conscious deliberation. They automatically experience guilt and shame regarding forbidden desires. They automatically defer to authority and resist independent thinking. These automatic responses function independently of conscious beliefs and create conflict within individuals attempting to develop authenticity.

Writing Down and Releasing Internalized Dogmas

During Mukarno’s performance, the artist writes dogmatic texts on the plastic bag walls from inside. The red letter writing represents the expression and externalization of internalized religious programming. By writing dogmas on the plastic walls, the performer separates internalized beliefs from the self. The act of writing transforms internal programming into external objects visible from outside. This externalization permits psychological distance and objective examination of previously internalized beliefs.

The red writing trickling away due to heat represents how expressed dogmas lose their sticky adherence to the performer’s body and consciousness. Heat represents the intensity of performing truth and confronting internalized oppression directly. As the artist sustains difficult physical position inside the sealed bag, heat and humidity accumulate. The red letters—symbolizing dogmas written in blood—begin to melt and flow away. The visual representation of melting letters demonstrates how externalization and expression permit release from internalized programming.

The liberation of dogmas from memory represents profound psychological transformation. When oppressive beliefs remain internalized and unconscious, they operate invisibly to shape thoughts, emotions, and behaviors. Bringing internalized programming to consciousness through writing, speaking, and artistic expression permits evaluation and eventual release. The performer writes dogmas on the plastic walls, literally expelling them from internalized consciousness. This externalization represents the first step toward genuine liberation.

Mukarno’s performance demonstrates that liberation cannot occur instantly but unfolds through sustained effort and psychological work. The artist must remain inside the sealed bag, gasping for breath, while engaging in the difficult process of identifying, expressing, and releasing internalized dogmas. The extended performance duration symbolizes the long process of decolonizing consciousness from religious programming. The difficulty and discomfort of the performance reflect the genuine difficulty of spiritual liberation work.

Sacred Nudity as Tool for Confronting Religious Shame and Spiritual Truth

Nakedness as Defiance of Religious Shame Conditioning

Mukarno performs completely naked inside the sealed plastic bag, choosing ultimate vulnerability and exposure as his artistic medium. Religious indoctrination creates intense shame about the human body, particularly regarding nudity and sexuality. Many high-control religious organizations teach that the naked body is shameful, sinful, and requires constant coverage and control. Members internalize this body shame, experiencing discomfort and anxiety regarding their own nakedness and others’.

The artist’s choice to perform naked inside the plastic bag represents deliberate confrontation with religious shame conditioning. By exhibiting nakedness during spiritual performance, Mukarno reclaims the body as legitimate space for spiritual expression. He refuses the religious framework that treats nakedness as shameful and sinful. His unclothed body becomes powerful statement asserting that spiritual authenticity requires bodily honesty. Nakedness becomes tool for breaking through religious prohibitions and revealing truth underneath societal conditioning.

Religious shame about nudity serves important functions for high-control organizations. When bodies become sources of shame and anxiety, members become more controllable. They direct attention inward to monitor bodily impulses and regulate desires according to organizational standards. They experience themselves as potentially dangerous through their bodily desires. This shame-based body control makes members vulnerable to organizational manipulation and prevents authentic self-expression. Mukarno’s naked performance directly counters this shame-based body control.

The performance’s setting inside a sealed plastic bag creates interesting tension between exposure and concealment. The plastic partially obscures the naked body while permitting visibility. This visual metaphor suggests how religious shame attempts to conceal and obscure authentic bodies while preventing complete suppression. Members experience continuous tension between authentic embodied existence and socially imposed concealment requirements. Mukarno’s naked body inside the plastic bag visualizes this tension between authentic embodied self and imposed religious constraint.

The Body as Site of Truth and Liberation

In spiritual traditions worldwide, the naked body represents ultimate honesty and unmediated truth. Stripping away clothing symbolizes stripping away false pretenses and social masks. The exposed body communicates vulnerably and authentically without defensive barriers. Mukarno’s use of nudity grounds his performance in these spiritual traditions while simultaneously confronting religious conditioning against nakedness. His naked body becomes sacred site where truth emerges despite religious programming attempting suppression.

The artist’s naked body inside the sealed plastic bag visualizes the contradiction between authentic embodied existence and religious oppression. The body exists physically regardless of religious doctrine or social prohibition. The body’s needs—for air, freedom, authentic expression—conflict with organizational requirements for suppression and control. Mukarno’s performance shows naked body demanding recognition despite organizational attempts to deny, shame, and suppress bodily reality. The body persists in its authentic needs and desires despite religious programming.

Through sustained naked performance inside the sealed plastic bag, Mukarno’s body teaches profound spiritual lessons about liberation and truth. The vulnerable, gasping body communicates more effectively than words about the reality of spiritual suffocation. The exposed flesh demonstrates that authentic spirituality requires honesty about embodied existence rather than shame-based denial. The performer’s determination to continue despite extreme discomfort models spiritual courage necessary for genuine liberation work.

Nakedness in Mukarno’s performance also establishes direct empathetic connection between performer and audience. Witnessing another human in vulnerable naked condition generates compassionate response. Audiences cannot maintain emotional distance from exposed vulnerability. They feel pulled into empathetic identification with the performer’s struggle. This empathetic resonance creates possibility of audience members recognizing similar struggles within their own experiences. The naked body becomes bridge between performer and observer, connecting lived suffering across individual boundaries.

The Process of Vacuum-Sealing as Preventing Spiritual Corruption

Maintaining Freshness Through Radical Exposure and Vulnerability

Mukarno describes allowing himself to be “completely vacuumed during this performance” to preserve the freshness of newly acquired spiritual perspective. High-control religious organizations attempt to “vacuum” or suppress all external influences to maintain organizational orthodoxy. Members are isolated from external perspectives contradicting official teachings. Information control creates environment where only approved ideas circulate repeatedly. This “vacuuming” of external influence parallels Mukarno’s artistic use of vacuum-sealing within the plastic bag context.

Yet Mukarno reframes the vacuum-sealing process as tool for protecting fresh spiritual perspective rather than suppressing it. By allowing himself complete vacuum-sealing, the artist prevents contamination from oppressive old programming. The sealed environment inside the plastic bag represents radical isolation from the world of religious oppression. Inside the sealed bag, the performer maintains pure connection to newly authentic spiritual perspective free from external pressure toward conformity. The vacuum seal protects freshly liberated consciousness from re-infection by oppressive systems.

The “freshness” the performer seeks to maintain through vacuum-sealing represents the delicate beginning state of authentic spiritual development after liberation from religious control. Newly liberated individuals experience fragile spiritual perspectives still vulnerable to pressure from surrounding oppressive systems. External pressure from family members still inside organizations, social pressure toward conformity, and internalized voice of oppressive organizations threaten the newly developing authentic spirituality. The vacuum-seal protects this vulnerable fresh beginning.

Yet the vacuum-sealing process proves extremely difficult and uncomfortable, requiring tremendous physical and spiritual courage to maintain. The artist must remain inside the sealed plastic bag for the entire performance duration, gasping for increasingly scarce air. The difficulty and discomfort communicate that protecting newly developing authentic spirituality demands significant sacrifice and sustained effort. There are no easy paths toward maintaining spiritual authenticity when surrounding culture pressures conformity. Genuine spiritual liberation requires commitment to preserving one’s authentic vision despite ongoing difficulties.

The Paradox of Fresh Spiritual Ingredients Easily Spoiling

Mukarno acknowledges paradox that freshly acquired spiritual perspectives and insights “can easily spoil and evaporate.” Newly liberated individuals possess fresh spiritual insights and authentic perspectives developed through painful process of confronting and rejecting oppressive systems. These insights feel precious and genuine compared to imposed religious programming. Yet these fresh perspectives remain vulnerable because they lack institutional support and reinforcement. Without ongoing engagement and careful cultivation, fresh spiritual perspectives gradually fade and become diluted.

Many former members of high-control organizations report experiencing gradual erosion of spiritual insights and perspectives developed during liberation process. Initially after leaving oppressive systems, individuals experience clarity about what was oppressive and why. They feel anger about manipulation and control. They commit to authentic spiritual paths. Yet over time, without ongoing support and engagement with spiritual community, these fresh perspectives gradually spoil. Members begin to doubt their own judgments. They second-guess their decisions to leave. They wonder if spiritual liberation was worth the cost. The fresh vision gradually fades into confusion and uncertainty.

This gradual spoiling of fresh spiritual perspective represents serious risk for former members of high-control organizations. Many report returning to organizations after periods away because they underestimated difficulty of maintaining alternative spiritual perspectives in isolation. Others report experiencing years of spiritual confusion without ever clearly establishing alternative spiritual framework. Still others maintain their authentic perspective but at cost of severe isolation and loss of family connections. The spoiling of fresh spiritual ingredients represents ongoing struggle rather than resolved problem.

Mukarno’s performance suggests that maintaining freshness of authentic spiritual perspective requires continuous engagement and active resistance against pressure toward spoiling. The artist must consciously preserve fresh perspective through sustained effort. He cannot passively hope to maintain authentic vision but must actively reinforce it through continued practice and engagement. The vacuum-sealed environment inside the plastic bag represents necessary but temporary measure to protect fresh spiritual perspective. Eventually, the performer must emerge from the sealed environment, finding way to maintain authentic vision while engaging with world outside.

The Breaking of Sacred Silence and Release of Trapped Emotions

The Turmoil of Suppressed Emotions Seeking Expression

Inside the sealed plastic bag, Mukarno’s emotions “swirl like a turbulent storm, but there is no way for them to escape.” High-control religious organizations demand suppression of authentic emotions particularly regarding oppressive systems. Members learn to suppress anger about control and manipulation. They suppress grief about autonomy lost. They suppress fear about questioning authority. They suppress pain about relationships interrupted through shunning. These suppressed emotions accumulate inside, creating internal turbulence and psychological distress.

The prohibition against authentic emotional expression represents key control mechanism for high-control organizations. When members cannot express anger, they cannot mobilize toward resistance. When they suppress grief, they cannot process losses. When they deny fear, they cannot acknowledge legitimate danger from organizational control. Emotional suppression keeps members psychologically disabled and unable to recognize oppression clearly. The organization teaches that emotions are unreliable and spiritually dangerous, making members distrust their own emotional guidance.

Yet emotions represent crucial information about our wellbeing and legitimate responses to circumstances. Anger emerges when legitimate boundaries are violated. Grief appears when we experience genuine losses. Fear alerts us to real dangers. Sadness reflects authentic responses to suffering. These emotions, rather than being spiritually dangerous, often represent accurate perception of reality. The organization’s prohibition against emotional expression prevents members from accessing crucial information their emotions communicate about circumstances.

Mukarno’s performance portrays the psychological damage resulting from suppressed emotions. The turbulent storm swirling inside the sealed bag represents accumulated emotional pressure building without outlet. This emotional accumulation creates psychological distress including anxiety, depression, and disconnection from authentic self. Former members often report emotional numbness and inability to access feelings they survived suppression to maintain. They describe years of emotional disregulation following liberation as suppressed emotions finally begin emerging.

The Sacred Expression of Previously Forbidden Grief and Anger

During Mukarno’s performance, the red letters written on plastic walls “trickle away due to increased heat. Like spilled blood and forbidden tears.” The red writing represents externalization of emotions previously forbidden expression. The artist writes dogmas in red representing both blood and tears—violence and grief—usually suppressed. The melting red letters suggest how heat and intensity of performance permit previously forbidden emotions to flow openly. The trickling away visualizes liberation of trapped emotions through sacred expression.

The metaphor of “forbidden tears” captures how high-control organizations prohibit grieving and emotional processing. Members who cry about losses face judgment and correction. Grief represents threat to organizational efficiency and member devotion. Organizations frame tears as weakness and spiritual failure rather than legitimate response to authentic losses. Members learn to suppress tears despite desperate need to grieve years lost to organizational service and relationships disrupted through shunning. The performance permits these forbidden tears finally to flow.

The heat intensifying throughout the performance reflects emotional intensity building as the artist sustains difficult position while writing out suppressed material. The physical challenge of remaining inside sealed plastic bag while breathing becomes increasingly difficult creates emotional intensity. The artist’s body registers stress through increased body temperature and perspiration. This increasing heat creates conditions for suppressed material to become activated and released. The heat permits previously frozen emotions to become mobilized and expressed through the red letters flowing away.

The externalization of forbidden tears and blood through red writing represents sacred act of honoring losses and pain. When grief finds expression through artistic form, it becomes transformed and dignified. The tears become visible and witnessed by audience members. Their sorrow receives recognition and validation. The blood—representing violence of religious control—becomes acknowledged and acknowledged. This public witnessing of previously private pain represents profound healing act. The performance transforms shame-bound emotions into sacred expression worthy of witness and validation.

Breathing Beyond the Bag: Opening Pores to Welcome Fresh Perspective

The Extreme Difficulty of Breaking Free from Sealed Environments

Mukarno describes how “leaving the bag is difficult. The breath is almost taken. Also for the spectators.” The physical difficulty of emerging from the sealed plastic bag after extended suffocation parallels the psychological difficulty of leaving high-control organizations. Members often experience ambivalence about leaving despite recognizing oppressive control. The organization becomes familiar framework for consciousness despite oppressive nature. Life outside the organization’s structure appears terrifying and disorienting. The difficulty of leaving manifests as psychological resistance even when individuals recognize necessity of departure.

The sealed plastic environment, despite being suffocating, provides strange comfort and security. Members know expectations and rules within the sealed environment. They know what behaviors gain approval and what actions result in punishment. This predictability, even though oppressive, provides psychological safety compared to unknown world outside. The difficulty of leaving reflects not weakness but legitimate response to exchanging known oppression for unknown freedom. The sealed environment, precisely because it is sealed, offers protection from external chaos and confusion.

Many former members describe the period immediately following departure from high-control organizations as extremely disorienting and frightening. They experience themselves as gasping for fresh air yet terrified of open space. They struggle to make decisions without organizational guidance. They question every thought wondering if it reflects authentic perspective or remaining organizational programming. They experience profound grief about relationships lost through shunning. The psychological difficulty of breaking free equals or exceeds physical suffocation represented by Mukarno’s sealed plastic bag.

The difficulty extends beyond individual psychological adaptation to include social pressure toward remaining inside oppressive systems. Family members still inside organizations pressure departing members to return. They withdraw love and connection as enforcement mechanisms. They describe the departed member as spiritually sick or demon-possessed. This social pressure creates gravitational pull toward re-entering the sealed environment. Many former members struggle for years with desire to reconnect with family members still inside organizations, making the psychological difficulty of maintaining separation extremely challenging.

The Opening of Pores as Gateway to New Ideas and Renewal

At the performance’s conclusion, Mukarno describes “the opening of the pores. Through which newly desired ideas from outside are also welcome and can offer reinforcement.” The closed pores of the sealed plastic bag represent how high-control organizations close members off from external perspectives and information. The organization creates environment where external ideas become viewed as dangerous contamination threatening spiritual purity. Members develop psychological structures that reject external perspectives automatically. Their consciousness becomes sealed against fresh ideas and alternative perspectives.

The opening of pores represents radical reversal of this sealing process. When pores open, the body becomes permeable to outside influence and fresh perspective. New ideas can enter consciousness rather than being automatically rejected as dangerous. Alternative perspectives become welcomed rather than viewed as spiritual threats. This opening of pores represents transformation of consciousness from sealed defensive posture to open receptive state. The newly liberated individual becomes capable of genuine spiritual inquiry rather than defensive orthodoxy maintenance.

Yet the opening of pores carries vulnerability alongside possibility for renewal. Opening consciousness to new ideas means accepting possibility of being wrong about previous beliefs. It means admitting ignorance rather than maintaining certainty based on organizational programming. It means becoming vulnerable to being influenced by new perspectives and having beliefs challenged. Some former members resist opening pores because vulnerability feels dangerous after years of high-control organizational experience. Yet this opening, despite its vulnerability, represents necessary condition for authentic spiritual development.

The “newly desired ideas from outside” that become welcomed through opened pores represent treasures inaccessible within sealed organization. Outside perspectives offer fresh insights about spirituality, ethics, relationships, and authentic living. Different spiritual traditions provide wisdom enriching spiritual practice. Academic and scientific perspectives illuminate aspects of reality distorted by organizational dogma. Diverse human experiences and perspectives broaden consciousness and deepen empathy. The opening of pores permits all these valuable influences to enter consciousness and contribute to authentic spiritual development.

The Quest for Authentic Spiritual Sovereignty and Freedom

Redefining Spiritual Development Beyond Organizational Frameworks

Mukarno’s performance invites consideration of what genuine spiritual development looks like when freed from organizational control. High-control religious organizations define spiritual development in terms of organizational criteria—increased activity, greater compliance, stronger commitment to organizational priorities. True spiritual development requires completely different measures including authentic inquiry, honest relationship with reality, compassionate connection with others, and integration of wisdom across traditions.

When liberated from organizational frameworks, individuals must reconstruct spiritual understanding based on personal experience and authentic inquiry. They must learn to trust their own spiritual instincts after years of learned distrust. They must explore diverse spiritual perspectives to discover what resonates with their authentic selves. They must develop spiritual practice based on genuine values rather than imposed requirements. This reconstruction represents challenging work requiring both psychological courage and genuine spiritual commitment.

Mukarno’s art demonstrates that authentic spiritual development includes honest confrontation with suffering and pain. Genuine spirituality doesn’t require constant positivity and suppression of difficult emotions. It includes capacity to sit with grief, anger, and trauma while seeking understanding and healing. It requires acknowledging spiritual damage from oppression without immediately seeking resolution or forgiveness. Authentic spirituality permits complexity and contradiction rather than demanding simplistic orthodoxy.

The performance also suggests that spiritual liberation is ongoing process rather than single event. The artist emerges from the sealed plastic bag gasping for breath but alive. Yet emergence represents beginning rather than completion. He must continue breathing and gradually strengthen capacity for authentic spiritual practice. Former members similarly discover that liberation represents beginning point from which authentic spiritual development can commence. Years of intensive spiritual work may follow as they heal trauma and reconstruct spiritual understanding.

The Role of Artistic Witness in Validating Spiritual Struggle

Mukarno chose performance art as medium for exploring religious oppression rather than purely academic or political approaches. Performance art possesses unique power to communicate spiritual and emotional truth through embodied presence. The performance creates sacred space where audience members witness fellow human struggling with profound spiritual challenges. This witnessing validates the reality and importance of spiritual oppression and liberation work.

The audience’s presence during the performance becomes essential to its meaning and impact. Mukarno doesn’t perform in private; he deliberately exposes his struggle to public witness. This exposure honors the importance of his spiritual journey while acknowledging that others share similar struggles. The audience’s witnessing validates that these struggles matter and deserve attention. The performance transforms private pain into shared cultural discourse about religious oppression and freedom.

Artistic performance also permits exploration of spiritual themes that rational discourse might inadequately address. The suffocation communicated through gasping breath and sealed plastic bag couldn’t be fully expressed through argument or explanation. The red letters representing melting dogmas visualize transformation that philosophical analysis might describe but couldn’t make palpable. The physical difficulty of the performance communicates emotional and spiritual difficulty in ways abstract discussion cannot match. Art accesses dimensions of human experience that conventional discourse leaves unexplored.

The performance creates transformative experience for audience members who may recognize themselves in the artist’s struggle. Former members of high-control organizations watching Mukarno’s “Jworg” may feel profound relief at seeing their experiences reflected and validated through artistic medium. Current members questioning their organizations might recognize reflections of their own doubts and spiritual distress. Individuals from families affected by high-control religions might gain understanding and compassion for loved ones’ struggles. The performance’s power to transform consciousness through witness extends beyond artistic appreciation to potential genuine healing.

Conclusion: Sacred Art as Path Toward Spiritual Liberation and Authentic Being

Philemon Mukarno’s “Jworg” stands as powerful artistic statement about religious oppression and the spiritual courage required for liberation. The 30-minute performance explores suffocation of authentic spiritual development within high-control organizations through metaphor of sealed plastic bag and gasping naked artist. Mukarno uses his body as ultimate medium for communicating experience of spiritual imprisonment, emotional suppression, and gradual emergence toward freedom. The performance demonstrates that genuine spirituality cannot survive within sealed oppressive systems but requires openness, freedom, and authentic inquiry.

The performance validates the serious psychological and spiritual damage resulting from religious indoctrination and control. It acknowledges that liberation proves difficult and uncomfortable yet necessary. It portrays the extended process of decolonizing consciousness from oppressive programming. It honors the courage of those who choose spiritual authenticity despite tremendous social and familial pressure. Most importantly, it suggests that liberation remains possible even for those deeply wounded by religious oppression.

The vacuum-sealed plastic bag represents temporary necessary measure to protect newly developing authentic spirituality. Yet the performance ultimately emphasizes the importance of eventually opening pores and welcoming fresh perspective. Genuine spiritual development requires ongoing engagement with diverse perspectives, authentic emotional expression, and willingness to continue learning. The emerging from the sealed bag represents beginning rather than completion of spiritual liberation journey. The opening of pores initiates process toward genuine spiritual sovereignty.

Mukarno’s artistic practice demonstrates that spiritual authenticity and sacred truth sometimes require extreme expressions. The naked body inside sealed plastic bag communicates what polite conversation cannot convey. The audience’s witness to this extreme performance creates possibility for transformation and awakening. The artist’s courage in sustaining such difficult artistic challenge honors the real difficulties faced by those escaped high-control religious systems.

Through “Jworg” and performances like it, Philemon Mukarno participates in larger cultural conversation about religious freedom, human dignity, and authentic spirituality. His art invites audiences to question oppressive systems affecting countless individuals and communities. It affirms that spiritual liberation represents worthy goal deserving support and celebration. It demonstrates that artistic practice can facilitate genuine healing and transformation. Most importantly, it suggests that despite all oppression and suffering, the human spirit possesses remarkable capacity for liberation and authentic being.


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Dogma’s

De performance verbeeldt een persoon waarbij de jeugd is afgesneden met dogma’s. Een gebroken ontwikkeling!

Een leven lang kan deze mal meegaan zonder bederf. Sterker nog: De dogma’s kleven zich vast in huid en haar. Iedere vezel reageert volgens het voorgeprogrammeerde patroon. In deze performance heeft de hoofdpersoon zich ontworsteld en ontworteld aan schuldgevoel en verwachtingen volgens welk patroon de indoctrinatie is vastgesteld. Dit nieuwe pad met eigen levens ingrediënten is niet instant, maar vers, en kan dus makkelijk bederven en vervliegen: Een heldere blik kan vervliegen.Verse ingrediënten kunnen bederven. De hoofdpersoon gaat dit tegen door zichzelf gedurende deze performance geheel vacuüm te laten zuigen. De nieuwe eigen verworven blik blijft daardoor vers en kan niet bederven! 

Adem

Dit gaat echter niet zonder slag of stoot. Het ademhalen wordt daardoor zwaarder en zwaarder. De adem wordt zowat ontnomen! Er is moed en uithoudingsvermogen nodig om hiermee door te gaan! De lucht in de plastic zak waarbinnen hij zich bevindt sluit zich meer en meer af. De teksten die vastgeklonken waren in het hoofd worden eruit geperst. Ze worden door de hoofdpersoon opgeschreven op de plastic wanden vanuit de vacuümzak. Door de opgevoerde hitte druppelen de rode letters weg. Als vergoten bloed en verboden tranen van her. De teksten met de dogma’s worden bevrijd uit het hoofd en smelten. Ze zijn niet meer waar te nemen! De bevrijding is begonnen. Maar de adem wordt haast benomen. Ook voor de toeschouwers. Het verlaten van de zak is moeizaam. Een nieuw begin is mogelijk. Er is daarbij ook weer het openen van de poriën. Waardoorheen ook nieuw gewenste denkbeelden van buitenaf welkom zijn en versterking kunnen bieden.

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